I stumbled upon this blog MY WEIGHT and I was O.o.O.
I had been fat since my 2nd year in college and it annoys me when people would ask me if I
and I graduated March of 2012 making it 4 years of being this fat
want to be slim or petite once again. The questions may not intend to hurt anyone but it really sucks. Of course I want to lose weight and be petite, but for some reasons I couldn’t make it happen in a snap. My lifestyle consists of late sleeping and very early waking up making me want to eat more to cover up the drowsiness I have. Yes, I do not and cannot control my eating habits. When people would tell me to stop eating their is this inner voice telling me to eat more. Such a rebellious conscience though.
My self confidence had gotten too low. I can no longer sashay clothes I once loved to wear. I had been too conscious not to even go out of my comfort zone. I had been hiding myself under the bushel for years now and its not competitive hiding.
I cannot hide the jealousy though.
I am jealous and I am not proud. It’s making me less of a person and sometimes the people around me too because sometimes I cannot stop bad mouthing.
errr..
Nahh… this weight is killing me. hahahah. but I’m on light diet now.
fingers crossed, hoping it would work,
I haven’t done any exercise though and I’m planning to have it ASAP.
“Health Is Freedom
For me personally, in one word, Health is FREEDOM.
Disease and illness rob you of your freedom… and
your money. Being healthy feels great, and it gives you
the freedom to live your life the way you want, and the
ENERGY to do all of the things that you want to do, and
the VITALITY to have all of the fun that you want to have,
and to really enjoy your life, to your fullest potential.”
Good thoughts make us healthy really.
Rebellious thoughts gains us some more weight.
Positive Vibes along!
Cheers!♥♥♥
Smiling through Life 